When I started Random Epiphanys in 2010, it was my escape.
It was a way to get my feelings out. It then turned solely about relationships
and when I was sad and needed to vent. I felt like a pussy. I realized earlier
this year I didn’t want to do that. I was in such a good space and I wanted to
share that with everyone. That’s when I also realized I had nothing to write.
Not that all my life is a Drake album, its just that I spoke
about the good things. I’m not a quiet person. This blog isn’t what I hide
behind to be my true self. I’m vocal and outspoken.
About the good.
About the positive.
I’m emotional, but good emotions. The bad ones… not so much.
The thing I loved about my blog was it was my homegirl when my real life
homegirls were busy. Or when I needed to makes sense of my own feelings and I
could see it face to face.
So now I find myself upset…. And I find myself here. And I realize
I ran back here like this was an old familiar joint.
Yea, this was random. Call it an epiphany.
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