I Am Not My Hair

This is my 3rd time going natural. But this time is different. I'm trying to change a lot of things about me mentally, and physicality and even Stinkface says he sees that I am in a different place. School is going to be different this time, so is my weight loss, and hair change.

I want to cut my hair off so bad. But I'm scared... I think I am gonna look like a little Rican boy... smh...

Pray I get strength.

Side Note...

Please don't think I am not Blessed because of my previous post. I have a job, my soulmate, a roof over my head, amazing family, amazing friends... Just cause I expect the worst doesn't mean I don't know it could be worse

So like I said, I know I am blessed, I just don't EXPECT that I have to be... which is probably where people's relationship with God go wrong

Dont Judge Me...

Yeah, I changed the title, and the domain address. I am indecisive, and When I want things different, I change them too bad that only comes to materialistic things and not my career or financial situation