Sometimes it take the worst to bring out the best.
I dead think tonight was one of the worst nights of my life. Top 5 easy.
I wrote those last 2 post right before I had the worst/best conversation me and Stinkface have ever had. I won't go into detail cause somethings are private. Just know, we aren't perfect.
Remember a while back, I said I was a worrier. I have a confession... I do not want to be. I know its a horrible trait. It changed me. Its consumed me. I wanna be 2003 She... Where I had things to worry about, but I fixed them, not let it consume my life.
The other day i told Tiff. "You need to stop stressing. Enjoy the place God has put you in for a bit. Use this time wisely. I'm not saying dont be productive, I'm just saying dont stress cause its not happening immediately" (loosely translated). I need to take my own damn advice...
So right now I am just going to take a deep breathe, and pray.
I always, always say... Life doesn't always happen how you expect it too. But it ALWAYS turns out how its supposed too.
Night
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