Random... but if a guy tries to spit game to me while I am in sweats and a head tie and just looking like I didn't even attempt to put effort it, I will not talk to him.
I will assume he has no standards.... and I cant deal with that
Tuesday, February 8, 2011
Play Your Position
I almost didn't write this post because I swore I wrote it already. I am a strong believer in playing your position. You know what your role is, don't go switching sh*t up. If you the side hoe, stay to the mother f*cking side. Don't go trying to go to the front however, in the case of the side joint, you can always fall the f*ck BACK.
People, especially females (sorry ladies), always trying to change they role. Always trying to come up. That's great for jobs and careers and sh*t, but when it comes to things that involve other people, that sh*t isn't cute.
So back to what I was saying, I am a strong believer of playing my part. I also am a strong believer that you got to know your part too. I am revisiting this cause as being newly single (I haven't been single since I was 16), I don't know how this dating sh*t work. I am not good with the games, or the subliminals, or the figuring feelings out. I want that sh*t straight and harsh, like a shot of 151. I am a big girl, I can take it. Let me decide if I want to put myself in the situation, and if I do I will play my role like I am in the running for an Oscar.
So I know you not a Pimp, but Pimp remember what I taught you....
Some people just want to be friends, so people want to be friends with benefits, some people want more but do not know how to express it. Do not go over analyzing shit. Want to know where you stand, ask. If you like the answer... then proceed. If you don't... move else where. Don't just stay where you at and when shit don't change get mad and catch feelings. You the one acting brand new, not them.
Shits real in the streets. I think I am down for the floozing now. As Toya said, "My p*ssy, you can have that... Just dont f*ck with my heart"
Keep ya heart 3 stacks...
People, especially females (sorry ladies), always trying to change they role. Always trying to come up. That's great for jobs and careers and sh*t, but when it comes to things that involve other people, that sh*t isn't cute.
So back to what I was saying, I am a strong believer of playing my part. I also am a strong believer that you got to know your part too. I am revisiting this cause as being newly single (I haven't been single since I was 16), I don't know how this dating sh*t work. I am not good with the games, or the subliminals, or the figuring feelings out. I want that sh*t straight and harsh, like a shot of 151. I am a big girl, I can take it. Let me decide if I want to put myself in the situation, and if I do I will play my role like I am in the running for an Oscar.
So I know you not a Pimp, but Pimp remember what I taught you....
Some people just want to be friends, so people want to be friends with benefits, some people want more but do not know how to express it. Do not go over analyzing shit. Want to know where you stand, ask. If you like the answer... then proceed. If you don't... move else where. Don't just stay where you at and when shit don't change get mad and catch feelings. You the one acting brand new, not them.
Shits real in the streets. I think I am down for the floozing now. As Toya said, "My p*ssy, you can have that... Just dont f*ck with my heart"
Keep ya heart 3 stacks...
My PlayList
Play Your Part- Rick Ross (Ashes to Ashes mixtape)
Wale's verse is the best... Live and Learn
I try to love ‘em in the physical not literal
she said she love me but what I’m feeling is minuscule
I understand that Prada lives in her inner soul
so the devil that droves in her got in control
Anne Hathaway, and sack chasin’ getting got cake up
though my paper way thicker than model make up
but ya’ll wait up my mind racing my toe slippin
a lot of women is real some b-tches Robin Givings
I never give ‘em no liquid no pot to piss in
I tend to leave them quite offended if they too dependent
I’m pitchin b-tches thats dreamin’ thinking Im trickin’ chicken
I’m simply f-ckin’ with b-tches that know they whole position
thats real n-gga sh-t
real n-gga life
I give my heart to one broad, the others get the pipe
I aint tryna fight, I aint tryna fuss
I trying for the money, they tryna fall in love.
Wale's verse is the best... Live and Learn
I try to love ‘em in the physical not literal
she said she love me but what I’m feeling is minuscule
I understand that Prada lives in her inner soul
so the devil that droves in her got in control
Anne Hathaway, and sack chasin’ getting got cake up
though my paper way thicker than model make up
but ya’ll wait up my mind racing my toe slippin
a lot of women is real some b-tches Robin Givings
I never give ‘em no liquid no pot to piss in
I tend to leave them quite offended if they too dependent
I’m pitchin b-tches thats dreamin’ thinking Im trickin’ chicken
I’m simply f-ckin’ with b-tches that know they whole position
thats real n-gga sh-t
real n-gga life
I give my heart to one broad, the others get the pipe
I aint tryna fight, I aint tryna fuss
I trying for the money, they tryna fall in love.
On Reapeat
In the Morning- J. Cole ft Drake
"Can I hit it in the Morning? Sun Rising while your Moaning..."
Sheesh...
"Can I hit it in the Morning? Sun Rising while your Moaning..."
Sheesh...
Bigger Fish to Fry
Disclaimer- I am telling ya'll why I am mad and I will be cursing all up and through out this post
I am not a Mixxy Bitch (mixxy-someone who is always in drama; love to be involved in something). No one knew my business at TU, I was never talked about. Drama is always entertaining, but only when you not involved. I don't like to involve myself in fuckeries... just laugh at it.
So when I am here, minding my business, trying to enjoy life, and you come with your minuscule problems.. BITCH BOO BYE
Another Disclaimer- I hate Royce form Basketball Wives, as well as the above statement, however, it seemed disgustingly appropriate.
I love my friends, but some of my best friends are ones who are independent and over come problems. They don't fall victim to a bad day. They don't ruin friendships over bullshit. They don't lie when there is ABSOLUTELY no reason to lie. And they damn sure don't talk about me behind my back
The world doesn't revolve around one person. In the last month, I have lost an 8 yr relationship, had 3 IMMEDIATE family members in the hospital at the same time, one of which almost died from the same thing that killed my father. I have been broke and broken. Struggled with see my aunt who is a VP at a Fortune 500 company seem like a child where I had to wash her hair and she giggled and coo'ed like a baby. I don't not have time for people and their bullshit. Dead ass, I am over people right now. I am being selfish... and that includes doing what i want, how i want, and even to who I want...
Disclaimer #3- I am not going to hoe out... but if you see me slipping... stop me. lmao
So with that said, I have bigger Fish to Fry. I don't business with people feelings right now. And if anyone I know has an issue with this, you know my number. Please do not hesitate to let me know...
PS. Shots Fired...
I am not a Mixxy Bitch (mixxy-someone who is always in drama; love to be involved in something). No one knew my business at TU, I was never talked about. Drama is always entertaining, but only when you not involved. I don't like to involve myself in fuckeries... just laugh at it.
So when I am here, minding my business, trying to enjoy life, and you come with your minuscule problems.. BITCH BOO BYE
Another Disclaimer- I hate Royce form Basketball Wives, as well as the above statement, however, it seemed disgustingly appropriate.
I love my friends, but some of my best friends are ones who are independent and over come problems. They don't fall victim to a bad day. They don't ruin friendships over bullshit. They don't lie when there is ABSOLUTELY no reason to lie. And they damn sure don't talk about me behind my back
The world doesn't revolve around one person. In the last month, I have lost an 8 yr relationship, had 3 IMMEDIATE family members in the hospital at the same time, one of which almost died from the same thing that killed my father. I have been broke and broken. Struggled with see my aunt who is a VP at a Fortune 500 company seem like a child where I had to wash her hair and she giggled and coo'ed like a baby. I don't not have time for people and their bullshit. Dead ass, I am over people right now. I am being selfish... and that includes doing what i want, how i want, and even to who I want...
Disclaimer #3- I am not going to hoe out... but if you see me slipping... stop me. lmao
So with that said, I have bigger Fish to Fry. I don't business with people feelings right now. And if anyone I know has an issue with this, you know my number. Please do not hesitate to let me know...
PS. Shots Fired...
I am Sorry
Over the last few weeks amongst people's shock, I have heard this phrase probably at least 20 times
"You guys broke up? You were my hope that black love can work out!"
That's a lot of pressure. And just cause we didn't doesn't mean that it can't. People settle and stay with people because they want to PROVE it can work, and in the end it's and epic fail. I have seen black love prevail. I look at my friend Aamira and her husband Van and their beautiful daughter Heaven, and I know that true love. They work together and support each other, and are happy (from what I can see). Its not just about love... its about support in every aspect. I wish them all the Blessings in the world.
My reply for the people who have told me these statements in the past 2 weeks
"If you wanted hope, you should of looked at the Obamas, not me"
"You guys broke up? You were my hope that black love can work out!"
That's a lot of pressure. And just cause we didn't doesn't mean that it can't. People settle and stay with people because they want to PROVE it can work, and in the end it's and epic fail. I have seen black love prevail. I look at my friend Aamira and her husband Van and their beautiful daughter Heaven, and I know that true love. They work together and support each other, and are happy (from what I can see). Its not just about love... its about support in every aspect. I wish them all the Blessings in the world.
My reply for the people who have told me these statements in the past 2 weeks
"If you wanted hope, you should of looked at the Obamas, not me"
PSA
Me And Stinkface broke up.
They saying writing makes it real. Its been real for me for 2 weeks. Its taken me days to write this post just because I didn't even know how to start, proceed, or finish. I love him more than anything but we have had issues on and off years. I don't owe you an explanation, but since you read this why not?
Long story short, I became fed up to the point where I was numb. I have no emotions. I think people are waiting for me to have a break down or something, but I don't see it coming. I am unhappy we put so much time an effort into this relationship and the only thing we ended up with was cold blood (me) and a broken heart (him)
I say cold blood because he called me cold-blooded. It hit me kind of hard, but I realized that in my emotionless state, maybe he was right. I am a crier, I am emotional, I am a worrier. I have been none of these things in this break up. I don't know if its denial, or if I am so fed up the warmth has be drained from me. Whatever the case may be, this is the end result.
So this is my PSA. We are broken up. No wedding, no relationship, and as of right now, no regret.
Like I said before I love that man with everything I possessed. I also said love wasn't enough. I needed compromise, reliability, effort, appreciation, and those things were lacking. We both compromised on a lot but these things I need to live, and unfortunately, he didn't understand.
Now he is supposed to be moving to FL and we both are starting new lives. I hope he finds happiness because I really intend to on my end. Maybe one day we will find ourselves back in each others life, but that's God's will.
Stinkface, if you are reading this by chance, you know I love you, and probably forever will. As someone said, I just wish we could of made each other happy, simultaneously
They saying writing makes it real. Its been real for me for 2 weeks. Its taken me days to write this post just because I didn't even know how to start, proceed, or finish. I love him more than anything but we have had issues on and off years. I don't owe you an explanation, but since you read this why not?
Long story short, I became fed up to the point where I was numb. I have no emotions. I think people are waiting for me to have a break down or something, but I don't see it coming. I am unhappy we put so much time an effort into this relationship and the only thing we ended up with was cold blood (me) and a broken heart (him)
I say cold blood because he called me cold-blooded. It hit me kind of hard, but I realized that in my emotionless state, maybe he was right. I am a crier, I am emotional, I am a worrier. I have been none of these things in this break up. I don't know if its denial, or if I am so fed up the warmth has be drained from me. Whatever the case may be, this is the end result.
So this is my PSA. We are broken up. No wedding, no relationship, and as of right now, no regret.
Like I said before I love that man with everything I possessed. I also said love wasn't enough. I needed compromise, reliability, effort, appreciation, and those things were lacking. We both compromised on a lot but these things I need to live, and unfortunately, he didn't understand.
Now he is supposed to be moving to FL and we both are starting new lives. I hope he finds happiness because I really intend to on my end. Maybe one day we will find ourselves back in each others life, but that's God's will.
Stinkface, if you are reading this by chance, you know I love you, and probably forever will. As someone said, I just wish we could of made each other happy, simultaneously
Subscribe to:
Posts (Atom)